Friday, July 24, 2009

Thank You.

Ling , ni yao ji de bu guan shen mo shi wo dui ni de ai hai shi yi yang. Bu hui zhe yang er bian xin.

Yi hou , wo shen mo dou bu yao shuo le. (hen xiang da wo de zui ba) "Piak"

ling , jiu suan xin ku wo yuan yi. yin wei wo ai ni.

wo men hai you hen duo hen duo de shi hai mei you zuo dao , zen neng zhe yang jiu fang qi le ne ?

wo men yao jian qiang he ren nai, hao ma ? wo hui pei ni du guo nan guan.

ru guo wo men de xin zhen de xin lin xiang tong , mei you ren neng po huai wo men de gan qing.

Shang tian a , qing ni bang bang wo . Ru guo ni ai wo de hua , qing ni cheng quan wo men er ren.

Ling , wo ye xiang gao shu ni . wo men de ai qing de lai bu yi , yin gai hao hao zhen xi o..

wo cong xiao mei you nv peng you guo , yin wei xin li hai mei you zhun bei.

ke shi xian zai , wo yi jing hen nu li he jia you wei le ni .

xi wang ni ming bai wo de ku xin ...

you yi tian ni hui zhi dao wo shi duo mo de ai ni .....

Muackssss~~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

今天会是怎样的一天呢?

只要默默的付出,从来不求回报,一句话也没有埋怨,这才叫做爱。

恩,我明白。

你明白吗?

初恋

初恋,对每一个人来说都是非常难忘的。尽管每一个初恋都是那么纯洁、缠绵,可是随着时间的推移初恋的记忆还是会不断退色。可是如果平生第一次让你心颤的人,忽然离开这个世界,你会如何?而过了10年以后,在你即将要结婚的时候和他长得一模一样的人又忽然出现在你面前,你又会怎样?仅凭相同的容貌,你可以再爱上他吗?? 

Friday, July 17, 2009

宝贝,你最近还好吗?

前五天我去了纪律营,还蛮辛苦的,不过学到了很多东西。

那里的女生简直是我人生见到最没有礼貌的人。样子看起来很斯文,不过一开口就骂了很多粗话。老实说一句,她们顶一句。看了都恶心,反胃。

贝,我在那儿从来没要过那些女孩子的号码,我也没和她们说话。我答应你的事情,我都做到了^^ 那五天自己一个人,很寂寞。。。
不知你那里过得怎样。。
有口难言。。。

我回来你能陪我就很好了。。谢谢你。
那几天你也很孤独吧。。排写哦。。
不过我现在回来了,你也不会一个人自己过日子了。

呵呵,想到心理学家老鼠说的话,就有了一个说不出的冲力与力量。

“有新当然会成功,不过乃需互相努力”

很深的的意思吧。。

贝,想和你说一句话,也是我心里的话。
我觉得只要默默的付出,从来都不要求回报,一句话也没有埋怨,这才叫做爱。
你同意我的说法吗?

你曾经说过要我不要对你那么好,以后会后悔。可是,你不觉得这是身为一个爱你的人的责任吗? 你我都一样呀。。。

umm... 永远要记得这两个字,好吗?

“信任”

这两个字能让我们成功以及幸福。

我们俩在挑战远距离的恋爱 , 目前应该还没有人成功过吧。。。

来,勾勾手 。 我们一定能成功过关的。 先苦后甜嘛。。呵呵^^

后天是我的生日,会是怎样的一天呢?

我又不能和你一起庆祝,不过每天开心就是每天过生日了。

冲冲冲!!! 努力为了我们的将来 ,暂时委屈你了哦 ><

Sorry,对不起,maafkan saya , gomen nasai ne ...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Tamjin ♥ Qiao Mei

巧梅宝贝,千言万语,我只能说一句话。

我爱你。

记得我们的约定哦。。

Be Yourself.

Yo yo yo !!! It's been a time that I didn't update my blog by using English Language. Forgive me.

So,I'm here today to provide some of my real life experiece,opinion,advice as I promised you all in the last topic.

Are you ready? I bet you're... Okay,here it goes..

Isn't it just so tempting to reinvent yourself when you meet somebody new who really you fancy? Or to try and be who you think they are looking for ? You could become really sophiscated ,or maybe strong and silent and mysterious. At least you could sop embarrassing yourself by making jokes at inappropriate moments,or being pathetic about coping with problems.

Actually , no you couldn't. At lest , you might manage it for an evening or two , or even month or two, but it's going to be tough keeping it up forever. And if you think this person is the one , you know, the one - then you might be spending the next half century or so with them. Just imagine , 50 years of pretending to be sophisticated , or suppressing your natural sense of humour.

That's not going to happen,is it ? And would you really want a lifetime or lurking behind some sham personality you've created ? Imagine how that would be , unable ever to let on that this wasn't really you at all, for fear of losing them. And suppose they find out in a few weeks or months or years tume, when you finally crack ? they're not going to be very impressed , and nor would you be if it was them who turned out to have been acting out of character all along.

I'm not saying you shouldn't try to turn over the occasional new leaf ; improve yourself a bit. We should all be doing that all the time , and not only in our love life. Sure , you can try to be a bit more organized , or less negative . Changing your behavior is all fine and good. This Rule is about changing your basic personality. That won't work , and you'll tie yourself in knots trying to do it convincingly.

So be yourself. Might as well get it all out in the open now. And if that's not who they're looking for , at least you won't get in too deep before they find out. And you know what ? Maybe they don't actually like sophisticated. Perhaps strong silent types don't do it for them. Maybe they'll love your upfront sense of humuor. Perharps they want to be with someone who needs a bit of looking after.

You see, If you fake it , you'll attract someone who belongs with a person that isn't you. And how will that helps? Somewhere out there is someone who wants that usnt't you. And how will that help ? Somewhere out there is someone who wants exactly the kind of person you are , complete with all flaws and failings you come with . And I'll tell you something else - They won't even see them as flaws abd failings. They'll see them as part of your unique charm. And they'll be right.

Might AS WELL GET IT ALL OUT IN THE OPEN NOW.

Hope it's helpful for you all.

今天心情很差 T.T

今天,感觉怪怪的。。
不知道为什么。。
好象很孤单。。

读了整个下午的书,终于能上线看看一下我想见的人。。。
不过,看见她能独立我也在暗中深感欣慰。。。

人生好复杂啊。。。
习惯就好。。。
I'm not alone...(我在安慰我自己吗?)

ummm。。有口难言。。。
是不是因为我自己的问题呢?
也许吧。。。

心里为什么很痛?
到底是什么原因呢?
我也不知道。。
口是心非吗?
不会吧。。

想把心里的痛苦发泄出来。。
不过我又不想连累她,
也不想影响她的心情。。
静静的躲在角落流眼泪。。

想吃睡觉丸(Sleeping Pill)不过又怕吃了太多不能醒来了。
谈何容易?
逃避能解决事情吗?
心里知道答案不过不想面对现实。。
愚蠢的我。。

梅,我不是不开心。。
只是觉得很难做人。。
很多次想自杀,不过就算死了我也死不瞑目。
还想做的事还很多,怎能就这样把生命结束了呢?

原来,现在我才感受到什么叫做痛苦和悲伤。。
小时候,有什么好烦恼的呢?
吃饭,上学,做作业,玩就睡觉。
根本不在乎一切。。

原来还有很多很多的事情还要去学。。。
人生不是这么简单的。。
我想问,怎样才能把我心里的痛苦消失而去呢?

我好傻哦。。。哈哈哈。。。。


对不起,我不知道该说什么。。
无言。。
再次对不起。。

Monday, July 6, 2009

最近很幸福.(Blissful Life)

Hey, we meet again. How are you all doing ? Pretty good,huh ?

Umm...I'm gonna use chinese in this topic today. For those who don't understand,please forgive me.Thank you very much.

記得準準一個月前,我認識到一個女孩子,她的名字是梅也是我現在的第一個女友.我對感情的東西不太了解所以我去找書,問問那些對感情有經驗的人. 對我來說,感情這種事情,不能拿來當作是遊戲.我知道失望的感受,所以我盡量不要讓她失望.

當讓,偶爾會有一些衝突.不過,我每次都冷靜的解決事情.吵架沒有帶來什麼,反而把事情弄得更槽.
我很怕,真得很害怕會發生事情.每天都胡思亂想..擔心這個擔心那個. 我真的很疼她,我不希望因為我做錯了某樣東西而她會離我而去. 我會很遺憾...

十六年以來,從來不想要有女朋友.覺得帶來的只是痛苦,不過是她讓我感受到愛的"酸甜苦辣".
也覺得她對很了解我,記得有一次..我親眼看到我的朋友跟他的女朋友分手...我真的很難過...換成是我,我不知道如何是好.

她為了買生日禮物給我而去打工賺錢 T.T 想到心裡就心酸...很感動也很心痛. 不過既然她開心,我也開心了. 想到我自己,超窩囊廢. 我什麼也做不到... 不過她給了我信心,讓我從新站起來. 謝謝上天,讓我找到對的人.讓我覺得人生有希望..並且有了目標.

也許有些人會說我笨,傻,不過 時間能證明一卻吧..
有些事情值得等待嗎? 恩..我想是吧..
4年耶...我呢,當然可以. 這會不會是ㄧ種考驗呢?

梅,我真的很愛你.沒有了你,我是怎樣的人呢?
我被很多人看不起..我也認了.
只求你能默默的幫我,鼓勵我.
就這樣.就夠了.

我不知道要怎麼繼續寫下去..我的心很痛..很無助..
只能說,珍惜擁有..珍惜眼前人,別錯過了才藝和一輩子.
太晚了...

避免好過自療,這句話說得好.

朋友們,珍惜現在你們所擁有的一卻.

人生短短幾十年,好好把握機會.

好了,我也在這裡說聲謝謝.謝謝你們聽我的煩惱.

我們改此再見喔..^^

Self Introduction ^^

Hey everyone , thanks for dropping by my blog. Much appreciated.

Hmm...guess it gonna take some time for me to master this website operation. =O But no worries , will try to learn it as fast as possible. ( Thanks again. )

So yeah , my blog is regarding about love. Basically peoples who are in love in teenagers normally have relationship problem, isn't it ? ( As old people says : Puppy Love. ) Rest assure my friends , I'll teach you,support some opinion or advice to you all about how to handle it properly to prevent "crisis". ( lol, you get what i mean , huh ? )

Are you ready for some lecture ? okay..here it goes.. (please look at the title) lol,Gotcha ! =)
Don't worry , I'll provide it in the next topic. Cheers ! :)

Um...My name is Tamjin. Officially 17 after my birthday at July 19.I'm poop-haired, poop-eyed human male and I'm easygoing, love fun and hate conflict, and tend to do my own thing while somehow simultaneously annoying others, heh. I'm very friendly but absentminded, and I am a somewhat optimistic person. If there is anything I can call my passion, it would probably be the study of foreign languages, codes, cyphers, etc. Either that or video games. Hard to tell, my interests change often, like every week. I speak English,Chinese (current major), Spanish, some Japanese and a little Hokkien. Oh and way it go ! Yeah, but I get bored pretty easily... I love to exercise, and you can usually find me footbol-ing or freerunning. But I suck at just about all sports. And...I'm hungry. (Hungry quite random , isn't it ? lol )

Guess pretty much given though... By the way , i'm running out of time,we will meet again,all right? Peace Out , Take care.^^

Tamjin.